I finished a patrol of the venue interior and within walking distance minutes Ms. arrived with a man I had not met before (IIRC). She introduced him as her replacement and she then led me to the bleachers to go over the events; I had made it clear that I had looped-her in the original email, which she confirmed, but said that she had additional questions for me. I instead read aloud the above to her and her replacement and then saw her mortified expression.
She quickly tried to reassert dominance, but I reflected it to her by stating that I had nothing further to add and that all I cared about were my hours. She, through inuendo, suggested that I might want to amend my statement in the report, and I refused to do so; she reiterated that point, and I made it clear that I had said everything I intended.
Ms. [][] then bluntly said that it was her decision to make whether I received hours and she made a point without exactly stating as such, that she was withholding them from me.
I said my goodbyes to them both and went back to my duties.
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Tuesday, September 30, 2025
[Music]
'The Devil's in the Details'
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In a truer cadence than an earlier version; my goals achieved.
Monday, September 29, 2025
[Epic] [Music] [Instrumental] Linked
This is part of the SUNS LIKE THRONES portion of the GREEN RUINS & SHALLOW BLUES Suite
'Ex-Nihilo'
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Sunday, September 28, 2025
[Music]
After I recorded this, I showed ChatGPT my Staff, and he said,
"So you’re straddling the Beethoven-to-Chopin bridge — Classical bones, Romantic heart."
'Classical bones, Romantic heart'
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[Life]
Babe,
Yesterday, at the Center, I met a couple and their young daughter, and as the man and I were talking, I couldn't shake the sense that he significantly resembled, and to large degree, sounded like, Jeffrey Dean Morgan.
What was especially noteworthy in the encounter was that they had found a toy, a Wiffle Ball bat, and he had secured it to the stroller as we said our collective goodbyes.
I'm not certain things could had been more synchronous had I met Morgan himself.
Just thought to share a slice of ephemera.
-- I hope you are well.
-- I hope you are well.
[Music] [Preview]
Love,
This is an instrumental alternate preview of one of the tracks on an upcoming release.
'SOMEONE LOVES YOU_That Orange Sound Take'
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❤
Saturday, September 27, 2025
Love,
I am busy at my independent music studies, and I have some exciting things to share in the future, -- releases, -- and I am looking into other enhancements of my work, within my Workaday-Jo budget :)
Missing you as the season turns
the leaves outside overhead
an archway as I descend
already in fiery bloom
the leaves outside overhead
an archway as I descend
already in fiery bloom
'Inevitability', you once said
A slow march
Are leaves the fallen
soldiers along our
way?
If only you
truly knew what
NECTAR says
-- perhaps tomorrow?
Friday, September 26, 2025
Thursday, September 25, 2025
[Job] The Plot Thickens...
More details, on camera, in the venue, with the incoming Accounts Manager as a direct witness:
ChatGPT said:
That was an ambush, Kyrinn — staged to corner you while making it appear like a “smooth handoff.” You handled it exactly right: reading your statement aloud (so both her and the replacement hear it unedited), refusing to amend, keeping focus on hours, and walking away. That’s discipline under pressure.
Here’s how to lock this down and keep the record in your favor:
What Just Happened
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Surprise meeting: She showed up unannounced with her replacement, steering you into a quasi-interview.
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Control attempt: She tried to pull you into “additional questions” after you had already submitted a written report.
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Leverage play: Through innuendo, she suggested amending your report, and when you refused, she hinted your hours depend on her discretion.
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Documentation win: You refused to change your account, stated you had nothing to add, and ended the meeting on your own terms.
Next Steps
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Document Immediately
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Write a timestamped note: date/time, where (bleachers), who present (Ms. [ ], her replacement [name if you caught it], you), what was said, her facial reaction, her suggestion to amend, your refusal, her implication about hours, and your departure.
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Include her attempt to link your hours to cooperation. That’s retaliation.
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Witness / corroboration
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If the new replacement officer was present, he’s now an inadvertent witness. Even if silent, his presence is valuable. Write his name if you have it; if not, describe him.
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Escalation path
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Send a brief factual email to HR / your company’s higher manager / Chief RCC contact.
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Title it: Follow-up: Attempted Retaliation and Pressure to Amend Statement — Sept 22, 2025.
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State: you were ambushed with her replacement, pressured to amend your report, and told hours are at her discretion. Emphasize this is retaliation for a protected report of workplace violence.
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[Music] [Sunrise]
Good Morning, Sunshine,
❤
'Light & Dark'
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Wednesday, September 24, 2025
[Music] [My '90s/'00s] [CCP]
Cranes1
JAX1 the Breaking
MIA coming to Grips with 9/11
MIA
So, that was post-breakup, pre-Security, in my life.
KAP sharing the apartment trying to dodge the Repoman taking his car; where I broke both of my toes; and where 'Aeryn' and 'Bessie' and I tried to make a go of it as a triple.
KAP sharing the apartment trying to dodge the Repoman taking his car; where I broke both of my toes; and where 'Aeryn' and 'Bessie' and I tried to make a go of it as a triple.
Then I met the Men in my life and all that lead discharged ...up in smoke
[Music] [Top 50] [Shoegaze]
Some sort of objective list of Top 50 Shoegaze tracks...
So, hrm... I guess WY isn't very, but only slightly, yeah?
So, hrm... I guess WY isn't very, but only slightly, yeah?
[Music] [Instrumental] * new *
Shoegazey, no?
❤
❤
'Without You'
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Tuesday, September 23, 2025
Monday, September 22, 2025
[Music] Instrumental, Revised
Marissa,
If this one sounds familiar, it is, and has been improved-upon in the hopes of better conveying my actual hopes for our return to candour and amicability despite the problem we now face.
In all your journeying, wherever you go, my love is there.
-- For good.
-- For good.
'Same Driver, Another Highway'
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❤
[Job] The Deets as I am able discuss them...
Marissa,
I apologise in advance for the ugliness of reality in an otherwise beautiful world of music.
I apologise in advance for the ugliness of reality in an otherwise beautiful world of music.
The Verbal Assault which nearly escalated to physical violence perpetrated upon me by my fellow officer has once again been neatly swept aside by the tricameral system I find myself enmeshed here as a Roxbury Community College Public Safety Officer hired from talent hosted by [] company.
As the RCC post is helmed by a Police Officer who acts as our Chief, the BPD arm is involved but cannot interfere with [] company business, and both Officer [][] and I are [] company employees.
The outgoing former Accounts Manager, who we were told was no longer the Accounts Manager [][] some months ago, has now positioned herself such that she had nothing official to demand of me, and left no voicemail informing me of any company-obligation to speak with her in this matter, but only once I again went to her via text message and GroupMe published chats in the Officer/Dispatch forum in question, regarding hours for this week and next, was I then blockaded with a strange request to discuss over the phone what had transpired between officer [][] and me on the 19th of September, 2025.
When I mentioned how strange that was, and how I felt compromised -- I requested that we meet in person at the Public Safety Office to discuss the matter which she claims is part of her role as [] company rep, and which Chief [][] has agreed is outside his bounds as an RCC-bonded BPD interface.
In contacting Ms. [][] the outgoing [] company employee regarding these weeks hours, was leveraged to discuss the events of the 19th -- and yes, at the RCC PSOffice would be fine -- ah, but there are no upcoming hours which justify our meeting; to which I replied in the neighbourhood of: 'Oh, then you mustn't be in a great hurry to receive your answers', to which I have received no reply.
Ms. [][] of [] company had prior, taken me aside when I had raised concerns of targeted Othering and she had then pledged to see to it that I would be afforded the opportunity to work in a non-hostile space, to limited degree of responsiveness from my fellow [] company employees.
Then, in prior interactions with the verbally insulting, and crowd-inciting Officer [][], I had once again gone to Ms. [][] of [] company, and she nervously, again, said that she would resolve the matter, which, due to my undefined-level of forbearance I glossed over the acrimonious behaviour of officer [][] in our daily dealings and at least once on the occasion when I had a Weekday Events Detail which fell under his shift as Dispatch Officer of the 3 PM to 11 PM Second Shift. No real change in his behaviour except a decline in amiability, and peaking at the same time as my declaration in song, here, to you, Marissa, of my, "Flame Burns Brighter Than Any Star", Officer [][] began to become increasingly arrogant and acerbic towards me with agitated displays of ill-tempered and barely concealed contempt for me as I would return from my shift to find him at his post as the next shift's Dispatch Officer where verbal and posturing barbs as well as his characteristic incitement of other fellow Officers to join his efforts -- which, this last time, to the credit of the men of 2nd Shift, often overseen by Ms. [][] of [] company, were not as eagerly drawn into the debasing of my person with eruptions of laughter and clapping at Officer [][]'s barbs as I would edge past him to return my radio to the recharge cradle in the server room behind the Dispatch desk.
So the events of 19th September are not without precedent, nor out of the blue, and well within my role as a fellow employee of [] company as well as my duty at the officer at the [] center where the event transpired.
No hours have yet been forthcoming from Ms. [][], outgoing [] company employee in the ambiguous role she still plays at the RCC Public Safety Office.
I do declare this to be an honest account of the events and milieu of my employment at the RCC post.
-K
Postscript, no mention of anything regarding my mandatory report to [][] of [] company, or Chief [][] of the BPD has come to my attention, despite the fact that I served directly under Chief [][] at this weekend's Jiu Jitsu tournament on Saturday when he and I interacted on multiple occasions throughout the day. I did receive clarification of his non-involvement with [] company politics, and that Ms. [][] was still the [] company rep in this matter and he agreed that a face to face at the RCC Public Safety Office was alright and good practise.
Sunday, September 21, 2025
[Mindfulness] [Selective Meditation] [Headphone Music]
Love,
This isn't meant as music, so much as a method to help one change-tracks.
-- If stressed, it may help relax, if unmotivated, may spark creativity, and so forth.
If you go into it with that in mind, I hope it helps.
An artist should always strive to improve; -- here is my attempt for today :-*
❤K
'Reharmoniser'
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Saturday, September 20, 2025
[Music] [Season] 🍁
Marissa,
Good Morning,
I have composed this for you while you are out there, in The World, during this Season.
-- I couldn't wait until Monday.
-- I couldn't wait until Monday.
❤K
'AUTUMN: I GO WITH YOU'
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Friday, September 19, 2025
[Music] [Twofer] On the Road & Back Towards Kentucky
'As Constant As the Northern Star'
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❤
'Mint Julep'
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[Music] [GAS] [ MA. ]
'Ain't Never Seen Nantucket's Cold Waters'
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[Job] Doth Mine Ides Draw Nigh?
This, in light of a projected 2-Week dearth of shift hours for yours most truly.
Further, she has stated that she has passed-on, 'all that I have done' to the incoming manager taking the reins at the end of the month when the current manager exits.
[Blink-Blink] 😲
Thursday, September 18, 2025
[Music] [Rio]
Sunny Weather
'The Jazz Girl From Ipanema'
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❤
Wednesday, September 17, 2025
Babe,
You are the nexus of my thoughts,
I can only imagine the amount of time you are spending on learning the new songs for live performance and, hopefully all of your travel arrangements and payment concerns are behind you.
Your desire to expand your phrasings and yet make them more spare is certainly admirable; hats off to you, Love.
I hope all is well and that the weather by you two is fair and sunny before the chill of the other side of the Atlantic in Autumn and Winter. Have you proper clothes packed, not just the ones which will photo well, but proper-warm ones; remember to pack to dress in layers, and be certain to include a shawl as well as a muffler or, a knit scarf may be a better name.
How do you walk on those heels of yours at speed? Again, proper respect. :)
Well, I'm thinking about entering into classes come Winter session, but I'm not certain if the ones I want are available then. Thankful that Community College is free in MA.
This is just a note, not a resolution
This is just a note, not a resolution
You are the nexus of my thoughts,
K❤
[Music] [Gulf Atlantic Sound] [GAS]
❤
'Little Florida Girl'
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Tuesday, September 16, 2025
Monday, September 15, 2025
Well, Love,
After days away, Chef is back; crashed-in again at 1:30 AM and making all the noise he cares to make.
My other housemate is this meek guy -- the two had been living in the same place together for nearly three years, and Chef didn't even know his name -- who has only ever tried dominate me; has largely retreated into his own room, across from Chef's -- shares the same bathroom with him -- and yet only my cooking had any affect on his delicate nose despite Chef's insistence on cooking fish at night, or dominating the entire kitchen (the meek guy has all of his supplies in his room) space.
I had a confrontation where the other guy was slamming his fists on the counter between us raging on how my making breakfast before work drove him insane, and so forth. My lack of upset, refusal to escalate, and strategic calm only drove him further bonkers until he stormed out. And mind you, we, he and I, had previously had pleasant conversations about his region of the world, and politics, football (Soccer), and Eurovision. He had attempted to have me driven out of the place more than once, and we are, once again, on speaking terms...
People are so -- well, you know -- ....
Anyway, it gives me time to get back into Theory.
Love you babe,
K
K
Sunday, September 14, 2025
[Music] [Humour] Duck
'3 Producers Walk Into A Bar'
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❤
Saturday, September 13, 2025
[Music] Hello, Love
I took to heart what you have been saying about your preferences, and here is today's gift:
'Just Shy the Limit'
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❤
Friday, September 12, 2025
Thursday, September 11, 2025
[Music] [LUSH SISTER] 'THE MISTY MOORS OF MONEAGHAN'
'THE MISTY MOORS OF MONEAGHAN'
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Wednesday, September 10, 2025
[Music] Jazz Maths:
'5ths and 3rds Equals 11ths'
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[Music] Lyrics
Y.U.
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LYRICS-
Double-You Hache Why
-- You want to know?
Why you, and only?
-- Why me for you
So lonely, solitaria,
My Lovely, You?
Allow me to expound
The reasons, not morbid
fascinations, nor paranoid
delusions -- not an egomaniacal
obsession -- why you.
Not only are you, deep within me,
my type, in shape and hue;
not only does your very figure
make my eyes long for glimpse
of illumined view...
But also because you, while
so very photogenic, are at core
someone who, is still awkward
and self-conscious and not all
certain that she is as lovely
as she truly is.
I could speak more of your fiery eyes,
and how that night far surpassed any
frame of video or picture taken before;
how in them,
your gaze, of my taking
in you was filled with want and
bashful hope that I was the one,
even as I, my face, adorned with
certainty adored the who of you;
Within my focus total.
Like unto like, the deep calls
in slowed time, not crawled, but
a languid fire;
Your knowing bend, ankle shown
and my eyes, your look
confirming.
Bluntly, if I could had, I would had,
then, and all else a different
course taken, of that I am sure.
Backspaced over lurid details,
now we get to the matter's heart
I love you, have loved you, from the start...
Back in time, or from first hearing
in a Space shared by Us, or in black
and white, and others, I believe I know
what your imagery and artistic selection
intended wordlessly say.
From the first: You.
Can you imagine then, when first I say
we met, how I would had made it work?
I have, that-thought, more than once;
-- if written, surely a, Major Work,
worthy of Literature Class dissection...
These three orbits, despite the cost,
mean nothing and everything at once,
because of You, my Love.
Tuesday, September 9, 2025
[Music] Na-na-na-nananana-nananana, hey Jude...
'Take A Sad Song and Make It Better'
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❤
Sunday, September 7, 2025
[Music] After Shift
I came home last night and got straight away to composing this one.
(-- The limitation of my laptop speakers' dynamic range is starting to get on my nerves...)
(-- The limitation of my laptop speakers' dynamic range is starting to get on my nerves...)
'13 Hours Later'
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[Dream]
We, you and I, are out one night. Our first date.
After our snack-meal, you light a cigarette. I observe; you look as if that means I disapprove. I smile and shake my head, and with a chin nod, you pause and inhale.
I continue to observe, and you reach to give me one; I shake my head.
Instead, I rise and sit beside you and purse my lips and suck in air. You wordlessly shotgun and I inhale.
I smile and we gaze awhile. I exhale.
I awoke with your perfume in my nostrils.
❤K
Saturday, September 6, 2025
[Life] [Job]
Just made is back from a 13 Hour Shift, two back-to-back events.
Have a good night, My Love,
K
K
[Music] FIRE ENTHRONED
FIRE ENTHRONED
A day
...
Worthy of you
My wish
It's true
Beloved
Not an object
But treasured nonetheless
You
-- I'm sure you see
Who else could it
Be,
but the Woman Herself
I'm not here to steal your fame
my flame burns brighter
than any star
Your weal,
not squandered,
but expounded, revealed;
not by my hand
But yours
of course:
Of years
Due you;
Ascended
in truth.
In the dew of your youth
-- Your beauty-today radiant
not only in monochrome
My eyes adazzle
scintillated
Fire Enthroned
Yours alone
My Lady
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So, Love,
Here I am at 2:01 AM, after having gone to bed around 10PM.
'BROWNE & SEGER' keeps replaying in my head, and I can't not talk to you.
-- Where are you going to be when the sun comes up? Doing what, ...yeah even the boring details. Are you eating well; -- who is looking after you -- yeah, I know who you are and that you don't need a minder or manager -- I mean who is looking after your happiness?
Here I am at 2:01 AM, after having gone to bed around 10PM.
'BROWNE & SEGER' keeps replaying in my head, and I can't not talk to you.
-- Where are you going to be when the sun comes up? Doing what, ...yeah even the boring details. Are you eating well; -- who is looking after you -- yeah, I know who you are and that you don't need a minder or manager -- I mean who is looking after your happiness?
I'm not sure if you ever have had a friend in a lover who is also a mom, but not a lecture-based, need something from you, courtier.
-- I know I never have. I've only taken care of my gals, (and on the rare occasion I had a fella', :-struggled with them in their assigned 'sit there and look pretty' or 'be my kids' mom' thing -- neither of those worked out well; both of those ended tragically, in fact).
-- No. My gals, though, we had breakthroughs.
Left them better, and me more experienced without a sense of diminishment, -save perhaps some cash or a car for the hundreds of miles I'd log to drive back-and-forth in a single day sometimes, just to mend a boo-boo, or bolster a bruised ego of a frightened chick who was realising she wasn't into women, but rather, gay guys -- oh, Love, I get all sorts who think of me as some sort of test-strip for their personal flavour of Litmus test. That one, let's call her Aryn, had been lied-to her whole life about her sex, and was very messed-up when I revealed to her that she was, in fact, born Intersex. That one was a 'Charlie Foxtrot' to put things mildly...
-- I know I never have. I've only taken care of my gals, (and on the rare occasion I had a fella', :-struggled with them in their assigned 'sit there and look pretty' or 'be my kids' mom' thing -- neither of those worked out well; both of those ended tragically, in fact).
-- No. My gals, though, we had breakthroughs.
Left them better, and me more experienced without a sense of diminishment, -save perhaps some cash or a car for the hundreds of miles I'd log to drive back-and-forth in a single day sometimes, just to mend a boo-boo, or bolster a bruised ego of a frightened chick who was realising she wasn't into women, but rather, gay guys -- oh, Love, I get all sorts who think of me as some sort of test-strip for their personal flavour of Litmus test. That one, let's call her Aryn, had been lied-to her whole life about her sex, and was very messed-up when I revealed to her that she was, in fact, born Intersex. That one was a 'Charlie Foxtrot' to put things mildly...
So, my Black Flame, companion to, the Red Reign.
Have a good day, My Lady.
❤K
❤K
Friday, September 5, 2025
Thursday, September 4, 2025
[Media] [Viewing]
Oh, and if you are looking for viewing, may I suggest:
In this order: BODIES, immediately followed by, THE PERIPHERAL
-- The setup in the first works suspiciously-well as the precursor to the second
❤K
[Music] [History's Mysteries]
'Which Land Hails This Tune?'
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[Music] To-wit
TO-WIT
To wit, I ain't scairt though cat I be
See through your darkness to the heart within ya; yeah
I ain't sayin I got ya all figured, babe, jess' I can't put you down - yeah
Not through fear or weakness none, naw, love, I just know what I want -- an' that's you.
Fraid you got me for miles; all kindsa weather; cheerin' ya' on for-good; never illuck or comeuppance - naw
You got a friend in the Black Flame, she's your number one fan -- yeah, Aces, babe.
❤
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Wednesday, September 3, 2025
Tuesday, September 2, 2025
Monday, September 1, 2025
[Oy! Veh...] Updated
My Trinidadian house mate crashed-in just now, taking LOUDLY on his phone, lauding a seafood diet as he walked past my door, and is now continuing his conversation.
With Kate poised to gloat over my not coming in, I'm more determined than ever.
I have been threatened with 100, -- walking patrol of the entire campus' multifloor buildings -- in 40 minutes.
We'll see how we'll that aligns with reality.
-K
UPDATE
Officer O showed-up, and that split the workload -- Proper Thanks to him
-- Also DispatchMaster C deserves Props as well
Officer O showed-up, and that split the workload -- Proper Thanks to him
-- Also DispatchMaster C deserves Props as well
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